where the city sleeps

last night i fell asleep
and forgot to charge my phone D:
its only a quarter bar left
and its gonna die on me like everything else.
my friendships.
my classmates.

border line of the edge

my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating.
totally emo thing.
check my vital signs to know i'm still alive.
probably no one would know or care if my heart tore into itsy-bitsy pieces
and the pieces were thrown to the wind.
or into the sea.
weighted down with iron and lead.
for the animals to feed on.
swallow me up.
i'm no more.
AND NO ONE WOULD CRY ONE TEAR.

read between the lines

can't you see they're the only things left for me?
they're my best friends.
they know when i cry
and they worry.
gosh.
my parents are so weird.
they want to throw my hamsters away because i call them "darling"
what is the problem!?
crazy.

i walk alone

I walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
where the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk alone
yeah sometimes i feel so alone
like i'm an empty shell with no feelings.
no one cares anymore.
i might as well be a ghost for all they know.

keep holding on

clinging to straws to pass geog.
49.63
my only hope is the MCQ quiz on thursday.
that's why i need to keep holding on...

it's my little game

phew.
exams finally over.
i am getting gastric/cramps all the time now D:
ouch.
i need. and i want. an AK-47.
first couple of bullets for the club that won the EPL 2009-2010
and then 3 for my hamster babies.
and 1 for myself.
*bang* and it's all over.
warm red mist
spraying over everything.
and when my family comes in
i'm simply a body
gone forever.

hey so sister

e math today sucked D:
didn't know how to do the pico question ):
i had only 1 question left for the geo
when the teacher said put down your pens D:
gosh i feel like dying ):
all the tests so far (3) sucked D:
my friends are all taoing me ):
i SMSed someone yesterday.
and i got no reply.
my friend abandoned me on the bus D:
sigh.
so sad.
and a teacher took over our free period from PE today :x
noooooo.

on paper we're a disaster

i'm a total disaster.
today there were 2 tests.
i practically screwed both.
yeah like really bad.
i think my SS essay was too short!
i put it in funny paragraphs to make it look longer.
well i guess geog was ok(:
i drew the same diagrams as Clara.
omg poor Kim.
she drew meanders instead of floodplains.
i didn't manage to finish my LORMS. -.-
dykes.
levees.
gabions.
revetments.
geog terms.
bleah. D:

shut up and kiss me

random lyrics from a random song!
i heard it on the radio yesterday.
oh i love orianthi.
she's so cool! :D
i wanna learn how to play the guitar.
the guitar thing in 21 guns is cool.