you were in your own fantasy world

yes you were.
where were you when i needed you?
no one left now.
only me, my hamsters and my 2 geebee close friends -.-
i still talk to you.
we were so close...
but now we don't share our secrets anymore.
i knew almost every little aspect of your life.
but then you disappeared.
and all my secrets went with you.
do you even remember?
you were my BFF
even if i wasn't to you.
i still have that birthday card and the earrings you gave me,
all the letters and notes you wrote to me.
i miss you.
come back soon?

so glad my heart's elastic

well, that way my heart won't snap even if you like, stretch it like crap.
blahblahblah
you don't need to stretch me anymore, i'm already broken and split.

this is my heart, it's not a toy

don't pretend like you know me so well at all.
you just dumped me like a piece of trash.
like i was invisible, and i had no feelings at all.
you pretended i wasn't there at all and i was sitting just across from you.
i suppose you'd rather have A_____ instead.
forget it if you don't want me.
anyway
i left you so long ago
i don't expect anything anymore.

dollhouse and homecoming

dollhouse
homecoming

i tried to be your picture-perfect girl

yeah. whatever.
you can go and adopt some orphan who wants a home.
a family.
if you don't want me.
why should i?
it wasn't even me who used the thing in the first place.
maybe you wanted me to electrocute myself.
bzzz.
sorry if this is offensive but...
yeah i get so whatevered sometimes.

i gave up on us so long ago

well. yeah.
you don't want me, i don't want you and your new groupies.
whatever.
if you thought i'd stick around forever,
well.
you were wrong.
we were never really friends.
we just went around together.
FORGET IT.

the riffs of my guitar

guitar?
i don't have a guitar.