yeah i guess i'm like that.
i hide behind all that glossy veneer in class.
smiling. laughing.
but inside, i'm breaking apart into tiny little pieces.
some days i just feel like ending everything.
but then i carry on with life as per normal.
wash my hamsters' houses.
study for common tests
do devotions
but then i just feel so empty and stressed.
sometimes i just don't know what's happening anymore.
like for homework.
i feel like screaming.
i don't know anymore.
they probably hate me deep down in their hearts
but they still say hi and bye to me.
i never fall apart in front of my parents,
so i keep it out in the open
by using my blog.
at least at home and in geebee,
i feel loved and wanted.
i♥you dough and isabel!
i think you're my only true friends.
but then again i'm not sure ):
GOD! save me please.
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